I remember a Christmas being in a foster home 2 days, the daughter was mad because they asked her to give me a gift she didn't want.
She said I'm not giving that foster kid my shit. All she is going to do is runaway.
The gift part didn't hurt but the fact that people make it a point to shame you for things you cannot change. I didn't run that day but about 2 weeks later I did, stayed gone for 3 months.
Courtney made such a big deal about something she had just cursed her mom out because she didn't want it. What Courtney didn't realize is I just wanted to feel love and apart of a family. I wasn't looking for money. I was 15 at the time and ALL I EVER WANTED was my MOM or a FAMILY to love me back.
I turned 19 and got out of their home...
Not to mention I turn 27 in about 10 days and I still have the same wish.
Looking back... I haven't stopped running.
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